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3rd Lane- Gloria
05:42
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I miss both of you so much
I pray for us
To heal through
Forgiveness
Oh Gloria
You came into my life
And you showed me
That faith can open a door
Oh sweet Maya
You came into my life
And you showed me
That hope is worth fighting for
And I thank both of you for
Giving me reasons to
Finally believe in love
And with humility I
Step outside of myself
View your grace from above
Oh Monica
You came into my life
And you showed me
That this time I was the stray
Oh sweet Eva
You came into my life
And you showed me
That real love won’t go away
And I thank all of you for
Giving me reasons to
Finally believe in love
And with humility I
Step outside of myself
View your grace from above
And I thank all of you for
Giving me reasons to
Finally believe in love
And with humility I
Step outside of myself
Catch a hold of myself
View your grace from above
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3rd Lane- Argentina
04:39
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I tried so hard
To play the part
I tried to be
All that you would need
I remember the day we met
How it changed everything after that
I remember the depth we set
How I bled as we reached towards regret
And I gave everything I had to you
But it wasn’t ever enough for you
You were hiding in lies, and I, revealed my truth
Imperfection and flaws weren’t good enough for you
And you somehow blamed me for everything
Telling me it was all my fault again
There was nothing that I could do to get through
Your perception of me had become so skewed
And through all that I lost myself in you
As I fell down I lost my hope in you
When you gave up I lost my heart, I lost my soul
And I found that I’d lost control in you
I found myself in you
I found my hope in you
I found my heart, I found my soul
I found my whole (hole) in you
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Oh, walk away
While you can
Still stand
And run
Find an escape
And fly into
That void of space
Oh, walk away
While you can
Still stand
And run
Distort that face
And transgress
That lonely place
Where is your heart
I forgot you don’t have one
I forgot that you don’t care
About anyone
Anyone but yourself
I forgot that you don’t have
An ounce of compassion
Or any empathy
Where is your heart
I forgot you don’t have one
I forgot that you don’t care
About anyone
Anyone but yourself
It would probably be good
For you to develop
Some humility
Oh, walk away
While you can
Still stand
And run
Find an escape
And climb, into
That void of space
Oh, walk away
While you can
Still stand
And run
Distort that place
And transgress
That lonely face
Where is your heart
I forgot you don’t have one
I forgot that you don’t care
About anyone
Anyone but yourself
It would probably be good
For you to develop
Some humility
Where is your heart
I forgot you don’t have one
I forgot that you don’t care
About anyone
Anyone but yourself
I forgot that you don’t have
An ounce of compassion
Or any empathy
Where is your heart
I forgot you don’t have one
I forgot that you don’t care
About anyone
Anyone but yourself
It would probably be good
For you to develop
Some humility
Perspective, sense of decency
Stop acting so damn recklessly
Where is your heart?
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Sometimes I get lost in my mind
I’m caught by an earlier time
Convinced if I could have remained
Somehow that it would have all changed
It’s dirty and black full of sin
The guilt buried in temptation
Driven by an inclination
Repeating will somehow rescind
The outlet is stifled again
Chasing me closer to the end
And back to the place it begins
Within
Within
Don’t come back
Again
(Background Vocals)
You left me
You came back
Your words were
Poison
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3rd Lane- (I Was)Away
05:27
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Without you I’m slowly fading away
And I know that you’re not coming home
So I try and find myself in another way
And I realize that I am alone
You’re gone
And it’s time to move on
While I’ve been holding on
I knew I would lose you all along
You’re gone
And it’s time to move on
And I’ve been holding on
Knowing I would lose you all along
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Alone
Lost in myself, again
I wait here
Invisible and forgotten
And I don’t know how to let go of you
I don’t know how to find peace
When your beauty is all around me
Surrounding everything
With sadness
I love you
Your presence
Elegance
And pride
Well I’m trying so hard to let go of you
And I’m trying not to break down and cry
When you are a part of me you are with me
Reminding me why we’re alive
And I know now that you never loved me
The way that I love you
And I know now that you never felt me
The way that I feel you
With sadness
I miss you
Your presence
Elegance
And pride
Well your love could have been my salvation
And your love would have filled me with pride
Yeah your love was all that I needed
Your soul, energy as my guide
By my side
With sadness
I love you
With regret
I’m sorry
Goodbye
Goodbye
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7. |
3rd Lane- Capture
06:00
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Words can’t do it
Capture love
It’s transcendent
All above
It’s forgiving
Letting go
It’s acceptance
And self-growth
It’s a longing
Compromising
Mesmerizing
Sacrificing
It’s forever
A pure flow
It’s connecting
Through selfless growth
It’s a healing
A faith and a hope
It is a trusting
In what can not be known
It’s realizing
Through being alone
It is aspiring
To overcome
Patiently
I wait for love
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8. |
3rd Lane- Taken
06:09
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That night
When you walked away from me
I got lost in memories
Of a path that’s taken me
So astray I can’t believe
That it ended this way
A point where I don’t want to stay
Praying to take me away
Knowing I can’t be the same
One thing I know I can say
I’ve always fought for a change
And then, I knew my own name
Before it got lost in the pain
Who is this stranger today?
Staring me back in the face
Screaming about yesterday
All of the past laid to waste
Daring me to find a way
To relive all my mistakes
It’s taking my life away
It’s taking my heart away
It’s taking my faith
It’s taking my place
It’s taking my light away
It’s taken my life away
It’s taken my wife away
It’s taken my child
Thrown back by denial
Defeating me through these futile trials
And I find my back against the wall
I’m feeling so empty and so small
It’s taking my heart
So broken apart
As guilt swallows it back to the start
And as I find myself getting old
There’s not that tomorrow that I’ve been told
There’s never that place
Where I’m saved by grace
A clarity for my soul
And all the years have taken their toll
I’m growing so lonely and so cold
It steals my embrace
My essence replaced
By hopelessness that unfolds
Its hold
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Light
Gives way to darkness
In shadowlessness
It’s grown
Light
Becomes a stranger
Without a place here
Unknown
As it starts to fade away
I’ve lost sight of how it came
I’ve forgotten in the blame
How we could be the same
I’ve lost sight of what it was
I’ve lost everything because
In its essence lies the dust
Of what it all became
Wrapped up, inside of the flame
Burned black and swept by the pain
Ashes are left to remain
Washed by the rain
Absent and empty of sin
Finding its roots to begin
Back to the earth once again
Through which it came
And I see it
Like a storm covered rose
Worn down and wilted
Overexposed
And I see it
Like a storm covered rose
Worn down and wilted
Overexposed
Oh, as it all starts to fade
One, vision keeps me awake
I, grab onto that place
Though it seems so far away
I still dream of your face
So, I still hold on for you
And, I stay sober for you
But life, just continues to take
Leaves your absence in its wake
And you can’t be replaced
Oh December
How I’d love you
And I fought
So hard to have you
Oh December
Where’s your mother?
I can’t have her
Without you
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3rd Lane San Diego, California
I'm an independent recording artist. My songs deal with stories about my own life and struggles, fighting through feelings of hopelessness and depression, and trying to find some sort of meaning in it all. Thank you for taking the time to listen.
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