3rd Lane- December (Without​)​- Entire Album

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1.
I miss both of you so much I pray for us To heal through Forgiveness Oh Gloria You came into my life And you showed me That faith can open a door Oh sweet Maya You came into my life And you showed me That hope is worth fighting for And I thank both of you for Giving me reasons to Finally believe in love And with humility I Step outside of myself View your grace from above Oh Monica You came into my life And you showed me That this time I was the stray Oh sweet Eva You came into my life And you showed me That real love won’t go away And I thank all of you for Giving me reasons to Finally believe in love And with humility I Step outside of myself View your grace from above And I thank all of you for Giving me reasons to Finally believe in love And with humility I Step outside of myself Catch a hold of myself View your grace from above
2.
I tried so hard To play the part I tried to be All that you would need I remember the day we met How it changed everything after that I remember the depth we set How I bled as we reached towards regret And I gave everything I had to you But it wasn’t ever enough for you You were hiding in lies, and I, revealed my truth Imperfection and flaws weren’t good enough for you And you somehow blamed me for everything Telling me it was all my fault again There was nothing that I could do to get through Your perception of me had become so skewed And through all that I lost myself in you As I fell down I lost my hope in you When you gave up I lost my heart, I lost my soul And I found that I’d lost control in you I found myself in you I found my hope in you I found my heart, I found my soul I found my whole (hole) in you
3.
Oh, walk away While you can Still stand And run Find an escape And fly into That void of space Oh, walk away While you can Still stand And run Distort that face And transgress That lonely place Where is your heart I forgot you don’t have one I forgot that you don’t care About anyone Anyone but yourself I forgot that you don’t have An ounce of compassion Or any empathy Where is your heart I forgot you don’t have one I forgot that you don’t care About anyone Anyone but yourself It would probably be good For you to develop Some humility Oh, walk away While you can Still stand And run Find an escape And climb, into That void of space Oh, walk away While you can Still stand And run Distort that place And transgress That lonely face Where is your heart I forgot you don’t have one I forgot that you don’t care About anyone Anyone but yourself It would probably be good For you to develop Some humility Where is your heart I forgot you don’t have one I forgot that you don’t care About anyone Anyone but yourself I forgot that you don’t have An ounce of compassion Or any empathy Where is your heart I forgot you don’t have one I forgot that you don’t care About anyone Anyone but yourself It would probably be good For you to develop Some humility Perspective, sense of decency Stop acting so damn recklessly Where is your heart?
4.
Sometimes I get lost in my mind I’m caught by an earlier time Convinced if I could have remained Somehow that it would have all changed It’s dirty and black full of sin The guilt buried in temptation Driven by an inclination Repeating will somehow rescind The outlet is stifled again Chasing me closer to the end And back to the place it begins Within Within Don’t come back Again (Background Vocals) You left me You came back Your words were Poison
5.
Without you I’m slowly fading away And I know that you’re not coming home So I try and find myself in another way And I realize that I am alone You’re gone And it’s time to move on While I’ve been holding on I knew I would lose you all along You’re gone And it’s time to move on And I’ve been holding on Knowing I would lose you all along
6.
Alone Lost in myself, again I wait here Invisible and forgotten And I don’t know how to let go of you I don’t know how to find peace When your beauty is all around me Surrounding everything With sadness I love you Your presence Elegance And pride Well I’m trying so hard to let go of you And I’m trying not to break down and cry When you are a part of me you are with me Reminding me why we’re alive And I know now that you never loved me The way that I love you And I know now that you never felt me The way that I feel you With sadness I miss you Your presence Elegance And pride Well your love could have been my salvation And your love would have filled me with pride Yeah your love was all that I needed Your soul, energy as my guide By my side With sadness I love you With regret I’m sorry Goodbye Goodbye
7.
Words can’t do it Capture love It’s transcendent All above It’s forgiving Letting go It’s acceptance And self-growth It’s a longing Compromising Mesmerizing Sacrificing It’s forever A pure flow It’s connecting Through selfless growth It’s a healing A faith and a hope It is a trusting In what can not be known It’s realizing Through being alone It is aspiring To overcome Patiently I wait for love
8.
That night When you walked away from me I got lost in memories Of a path that’s taken me So astray I can’t believe That it ended this way A point where I don’t want to stay Praying to take me away Knowing I can’t be the same One thing I know I can say I’ve always fought for a change And then, I knew my own name Before it got lost in the pain Who is this stranger today? Staring me back in the face Screaming about yesterday All of the past laid to waste Daring me to find a way To relive all my mistakes It’s taking my life away It’s taking my heart away It’s taking my faith It’s taking my place It’s taking my light away It’s taken my life away It’s taken my wife away It’s taken my child Thrown back by denial Defeating me through these futile trials And I find my back against the wall I’m feeling so empty and so small It’s taking my heart So broken apart As guilt swallows it back to the start And as I find myself getting old There’s not that tomorrow that I’ve been told There’s never that place Where I’m saved by grace A clarity for my soul And all the years have taken their toll I’m growing so lonely and so cold It steals my embrace My essence replaced By hopelessness that unfolds Its hold
9.
Light Gives way to darkness In shadowlessness It’s grown Light Becomes a stranger Without a place here Unknown As it starts to fade away I’ve lost sight of how it came I’ve forgotten in the blame How we could be the same I’ve lost sight of what it was I’ve lost everything because In its essence lies the dust Of what it all became Wrapped up, inside of the flame Burned black and swept by the pain Ashes are left to remain Washed by the rain Absent and empty of sin Finding its roots to begin Back to the earth once again Through which it came And I see it Like a storm covered rose Worn down and wilted Overexposed And I see it Like a storm covered rose Worn down and wilted Overexposed Oh, as it all starts to fade One, vision keeps me awake I, grab onto that place Though it seems so far away I still dream of your face So, I still hold on for you And, I stay sober for you But life, just continues to take Leaves your absence in its wake And you can’t be replaced Oh December How I’d love you And I fought So hard to have you Oh December Where’s your mother? I can’t have her Without you

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This is the second album "Without" in a 3 part album titled "December".

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released November 5, 2018

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3rd Lane San Diego, California

I'm an independent recording artist. My songs deal with stories about my own life and struggles, fighting through feelings of hopelessness and depression, and trying to find some sort of meaning in it all. Thank you for taking the time to listen.

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